My ''Wonderfull'' Experience~

For those who have already been though a relationship and broke up... I hope you have learned and gained experience from your last relationship... and use them wisely~ don't make the same mistake...

For those who are in a relationship~ I wish you all have a good and well relationship =3

For those who are still single and still waiting for their prince charming~ don't rush it~ you'll find him, just have hope ^ ^

This is my experience from my very 1st Relationship it lasted for 8 months if I'm not mistaken~ and now I'm single again XDDDD
But for some people who doesn't know about this.. well.. xD yeah..

Being in a relationship, you will have all sorts of feelings. Being jealous when he is being surrounded by other girls or maybe telling the other girl she's cute or something.. and it makes you feel left out; and wanting to be like he expexted you to be.

You will also feel really sad when he's gone... and you'll be thinking of him all night while hugging your pillow or teddy bear.

Every night before you sleep, after your done talking with him on the phone or just plain sms-ing him; you'll be sometimes checking all his sms-es that he sent to you~
And every one of those sms-es will sometimes make you smile or laugh..~ =3
Also in the morning, he'll send you a sms just to say '' Good Morning~! ''

The BEST feeling in a relationship is..

When your around him~

When he holds your hand...~

The way he looks at you and smile... =3

When he buys you cute things just for you, like a teddy bear~

When he says '' I LOVE YOU '' to you....

The way he tells you '' Your beautiful '' or '' pretty ''~

When he tells you '' Your everything to me'' ~

When he comfort's you when your scared or afraid~

When he tries to make you laugh when you sad...

When you both are still sms-ing or talking to each other , even though it's late at night~

When he takes you out to go shopping or something~

Yes, those are the BEST feelings that you can only find when your in a relationship...

When he holds my hand; my heartbeat races faster and faster, but it also has that warm and nice feeling which makes your heart beats slower and slower as time passes...

-sigh- How I really miss that feeling...

You'll also find ways just to get a little bit closer to him~

Relationships has it's up's and down's... There are times when he is sad.., but we cant figure out ways how to cheer him up~ and if we did cheer him up, even the SLIGHTEST smile from him we would be so happy~!!

But, if we didn't sucseed. We would just give him a really long hug and hope everything is going to be okay..

In my relationship,

Sometimes I feel like I'm left out... There is even sometimes that he talks about everything else exept me; and I'll feel like he doesn't even love me anymore...

I keep wondering to myself. Does he still love me? Why does he keep thinking of other things? Does he hate me because he's not talking to me? Is he Ignoring me?

But that feeling was just all in my head..
He really DID Truly Love me... He would even ''Die'' if I would to break up with him..

There are also lot's of things that you must encounter during a relationship. For example, in my relationship.. there is a guy named -censored- xD I just put that for fun~

Anyways.. he is my boyfriend's good friend. I heard lots of stories about him from my good friend and my boyfriend because there are all studying in the same school.

But I am in a diffrent school.. Continue-ing the story... He was quite a good looking man, tall, wearing a black shirt and jeans xD not bad eh? -pukes- cant believe i said that about him >__>;;

I thought he was a good and innocent guy...

Until...

THE ALIENS ATTACK~!!! DDDD: -flying saucer flying everywhere-
THEY WERE STEALING OUR~!!!
BACON!!!! DDDDX

xDDD I got bored~ I wanted to put something fun~ :33

But seriously.. he wasn't a good and innocent guy as I expected =____=;;;

He insulted me many times using vulgar words, when I didn't even say anything about him~
He also has been planing to separate me and my boyfriend since day 1 when my boyfriend said that he was in a relationship with me..

And No, he was not gay xDD

I am not a person who get angry easily, but this... REALLY MADE ME WANT TO PUNCH HIS FACE!!!~ But the grudge I held against him wasn't worth it... I didn't like holding grudges anyways....

Day after day, he kept telling my boyfriend to break up with me.

But he still stuck onto me, and didn't listen to a word that the guy said about breaking up with me.. and he still loved me for the way I am..

All of those memories are all now floating in my mind~ As I close my eyes and wait for the next day to come~

Day's turns to week's and week's turns to month's..
It has already been 8 months..

And it all comes down to this particular part... Breaking up..

Breaking up is a very hard decision . Because breaking up... will hurt the crap out of the guy or girl you love the most and also yourself... It also takes courage and bravery to tell the other person that you want to break up with him or her..

And...I'm an asshole <- pointing to the truth~

This is because I broke up with the man that loves me the most....~

I'm sorry for what I've done.. I know you cant forgive me for what I've done.
I don't blame you...
Hate me if you like~
Block me if you want~
Forget me if it makes you happy~

But... I have no regrets about the time we spent together; I will remember it with all my heart~

Thank you for everything..,

I love you...