My ''Wonderfull'' Experience~

For those who have already been though a relationship and broke up... I hope you have learned and gained experience from your last relationship... and use them wisely~ don't make the same mistake...

For those who are in a relationship~ I wish you all have a good and well relationship =3

For those who are still single and still waiting for their prince charming~ don't rush it~ you'll find him, just have hope ^ ^

This is my experience from my very 1st Relationship it lasted for 8 months if I'm not mistaken~ and now I'm single again XDDDD
But for some people who doesn't know about this.. well.. xD yeah..

Being in a relationship, you will have all sorts of feelings. Being jealous when he is being surrounded by other girls or maybe telling the other girl she's cute or something.. and it makes you feel left out; and wanting to be like he expexted you to be.

You will also feel really sad when he's gone... and you'll be thinking of him all night while hugging your pillow or teddy bear.

Every night before you sleep, after your done talking with him on the phone or just plain sms-ing him; you'll be sometimes checking all his sms-es that he sent to you~
And every one of those sms-es will sometimes make you smile or laugh..~ =3
Also in the morning, he'll send you a sms just to say '' Good Morning~! ''

The BEST feeling in a relationship is..

When your around him~

When he holds your hand...~

The way he looks at you and smile... =3

When he buys you cute things just for you, like a teddy bear~

When he says '' I LOVE YOU '' to you....

The way he tells you '' Your beautiful '' or '' pretty ''~

When he tells you '' Your everything to me'' ~

When he comfort's you when your scared or afraid~

When he tries to make you laugh when you sad...

When you both are still sms-ing or talking to each other , even though it's late at night~

When he takes you out to go shopping or something~

Yes, those are the BEST feelings that you can only find when your in a relationship...

When he holds my hand; my heartbeat races faster and faster, but it also has that warm and nice feeling which makes your heart beats slower and slower as time passes...

-sigh- How I really miss that feeling...

You'll also find ways just to get a little bit closer to him~

Relationships has it's up's and down's... There are times when he is sad.., but we cant figure out ways how to cheer him up~ and if we did cheer him up, even the SLIGHTEST smile from him we would be so happy~!!

But, if we didn't sucseed. We would just give him a really long hug and hope everything is going to be okay..

In my relationship,

Sometimes I feel like I'm left out... There is even sometimes that he talks about everything else exept me; and I'll feel like he doesn't even love me anymore...

I keep wondering to myself. Does he still love me? Why does he keep thinking of other things? Does he hate me because he's not talking to me? Is he Ignoring me?

But that feeling was just all in my head..
He really DID Truly Love me... He would even ''Die'' if I would to break up with him..

There are also lot's of things that you must encounter during a relationship. For example, in my relationship.. there is a guy named -censored- xD I just put that for fun~

Anyways.. he is my boyfriend's good friend. I heard lots of stories about him from my good friend and my boyfriend because there are all studying in the same school.

But I am in a diffrent school.. Continue-ing the story... He was quite a good looking man, tall, wearing a black shirt and jeans xD not bad eh? -pukes- cant believe i said that about him >__>;;

I thought he was a good and innocent guy...

Until...

THE ALIENS ATTACK~!!! DDDD: -flying saucer flying everywhere-
THEY WERE STEALING OUR~!!!
BACON!!!! DDDDX

xDDD I got bored~ I wanted to put something fun~ :33

But seriously.. he wasn't a good and innocent guy as I expected =____=;;;

He insulted me many times using vulgar words, when I didn't even say anything about him~
He also has been planing to separate me and my boyfriend since day 1 when my boyfriend said that he was in a relationship with me..

And No, he was not gay xDD

I am not a person who get angry easily, but this... REALLY MADE ME WANT TO PUNCH HIS FACE!!!~ But the grudge I held against him wasn't worth it... I didn't like holding grudges anyways....

Day after day, he kept telling my boyfriend to break up with me.

But he still stuck onto me, and didn't listen to a word that the guy said about breaking up with me.. and he still loved me for the way I am..

All of those memories are all now floating in my mind~ As I close my eyes and wait for the next day to come~

Day's turns to week's and week's turns to month's..
It has already been 8 months..

And it all comes down to this particular part... Breaking up..

Breaking up is a very hard decision . Because breaking up... will hurt the crap out of the guy or girl you love the most and also yourself... It also takes courage and bravery to tell the other person that you want to break up with him or her..

And...I'm an asshole <- pointing to the truth~

This is because I broke up with the man that loves me the most....~

I'm sorry for what I've done.. I know you cant forgive me for what I've done.
I don't blame you...
Hate me if you like~
Block me if you want~
Forget me if it makes you happy~

But... I have no regrets about the time we spent together; I will remember it with all my heart~

Thank you for everything..,

I love you...

Stole it from park xDD

*Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best,
*Add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end
*Look for your results.
*Tag 5 people at the end.

1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) <- definetly this one~ 8DD for me
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)

2. What is your favourite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.) <- yup~ xD
b) Alternative (1 pt.) o.o reminds me of the song No Alternative xDD
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts )
e) Pop (3 pts.)

3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.) <- YES~!!! 8DD
b) Horror (1 pt.) <- No DDDX -hides under blanket-
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)

4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.) <- 8DD I like this job; reminds me of ''Pelayan rahsia'' and ''Great Waiters'' :D
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)

5 What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.) <- doing this from yesterday xDD
b)Watch television (2 pts.) <- Only at night xD or when free or when bored
d) Listen to music (1 pt)
e) Sleep (3 pts.) <- only on rainy days 8D

i do all o.o... how am I suppose to pick one? DX

6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts)
d) Dark Blue(2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.) <- My fav colour >DD

7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.) <- And how the hell can we eat snow?? o__O
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.) ONLY 1 POINT?!?! DD<>
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)

8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween(1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.) <- ANGPAU~!!!!!! XDDD
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)

9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts.) <- I would pick this one 8D I wanna go see the Eifiel Tower =3
b) Spain (5 pts.)
c) Las Vegas (1 pt.)<- went here 2 times already xD
d) Hawaii (4 pts.) <-went here already
e) Hollywood (3 pts.) <- went here already

10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a ) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts) <- That's me allright 8DD
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)

I have a total of 29 points 8D

Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for!
Put your character in the subject line and
Forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you.
Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are!

(10-16 points) You are Garfield :
You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you or others.

(17-23 points) You are Snoopy:
You are fun, you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you're never out of style, you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times.

(24-28 points) You are Elmo:
You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.

(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants:
You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never wants to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part Stay away from traitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.

YAY~!!! I GOT SPONGE BOB~!!! 8DDD AND NOW.. ITACHI IS GOING TO BE MY FAN~~ WHEEEEEEEE~~~ =DDDD

(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown:
You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.

(44-50 points ) You are Dexter:You are smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!

How Nice 8D Nicole tagged me

1. What is your favourite song now?

-Just dance by Lady Gaga
-Traffic by Dj Tiesto
-Next dimensional world by Technoboy
-Children of storm by KNG
-Streets at night by Dj Whirl and Mayer
-Flashback by Alphazone
-Trance up by Basshunter
-Would you feel by Ziggy X

... yeah, i like alot of songs xDD;;

2. Favourite anime?

SLAM DUNK~~!!!!! 8DD , La corda D'oro , Devil May Cry, Air Gear , Sayuki Reload =3

3. What would be the first thing you do after you wake up?

Laze around, rolling on the bed, hug teddy bear x3 , then eventually go back to sleep =D

4. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

My dad 8D

5. Your tenth message from your inbox is about...?

My phone is dead DDDDX -throws rosses- goodbye~ ;-; -sniff- -sniff-

6. Are you ambidextrous?

What? xD
-checks dictionary- where is it... where is it... AH HAH~!!!!! >DD
ambidextrous: able to use both hands..
uhhh... yeah i can use both hands xD exept when writing, that one i can only use 1 hand

7. The last song you played on your instrument?

Lightly Row , C and G7 chords on my guitar xD

8. What song are you listening to right now?

When will i see you again by 3 degrees.. my mom happen to be listening to this song on the tv right now xD

9. The last thing you ate?

Claypot taufu with rice, Fried rice and a noodle which name i 4got.. <- this is me dinner 8D 14. Your favorite game? Stepmania, Cabal, Maple, o2jam, any crash bandicoot game 8D 15. What do you really wish for now? To be good in drawing, be a good shuffler , be a pro basketball player xD which will never come...loose 40 punds xD and to master in playing the guitar and piano 8D 16. What are your greatest addiction now? Loosing weight xDD 17. What does happiness mean to you? Ice-cream 8DDD , what? it was the 1st thing that came into my mind ..>.>

18. Are you happy right now?

ok only =p

19. What was the most parodic moment of your life?

When I told my brother to spit in his soup so that my mom wouldnt take his soup 8D , and then my mom came after my soup , so I told her i spit in mine too xDD but it was a lie.. and she believed it =PP

20. Did you enjoy doing this survey?
It was fun wasting some time 8D