~My feelings for him~

Today was a sad day at school for me. Well school still wasn't as fun when Mr. Ong was still in our school.. it was more dull and boring than usual.

Well besides that, i had planned to tell a guy about how i feel for him. But i already knew well that he would reject me for he already likes someone. Well excuse me, i'm still being a girl after all, sheesh.... XD.

I started to plan how i was going to say to him. Well it was kinda obvious what to say if you like someone DUH!! Eventhough i had a lot of chances to ask him to follow me "ALONE" and to tell him how i feel, but i still couldnt say it to him.

So i just waited until recess was over. When recess was over, i asked him to follow me "ALONE" and i told him that i liked him.

Well the akward thing for me is that he asked why, and well i told him because bla bla bla. XP
Well when i already told him how i feel and the answers to the questions he just when back to his seat.

And asked his friend (guy) the same questions he asked me... akward... =.=" .

Well for me, my classmates and friends Nicole and Dionne came up to me and asked me what happen. So i told them what happen, and then they stated to belasah him.. I

t was fun watching them hit him even though he is the one i like and my friend.

After that fun belasah movie, i went to sit at my place quietly. I still felt sad even though i knew that this would happen to me.. My friends said that i still had some "Love" for him.

When i was still sitting down at my place, SUDDENLY one of my friend said THAT I LIKE .... . I was shocked and wonder how did she know??

I kept quiet. Everything was going so fast @.@ . Everyone..well almost every one looked at me ..

My heart was beating so fast, i panicked so i just kept looking around and keeping quiet. It was going back time, and i was glad this daytime nightmare was coming to an end for now/today.. T.T

But eventhough this happened to me at least i told him how i feel. I am already happy cause i confessed my "likeness" or love for him.