Thursday, September 25, 2008

x My broken heart x

Today was the same day like the one i posted not long ago. Besides that, I already told you about the guy i like owh... what the heck i'll just tell you his name. It would me much easier or for me, his name is Chee.

It was already a few weeks since i told him my feelings but for some reason i felt like he was ignoring me.

Last time when i haven't told him my feelings yet we were very close together, we always hang out together and we always talked together.

But now since i told him my feelings he distanced away himself from me... It really makes me feel more lonely eventhough i have amazing friends with me.

It feels like your not wanted in this world anymore and everyone there is just ignoring you. I quietly watched him from a far, where he was still talking to his friends just like nothing every happened between us.

I always start to cry when i see him because im looking at the day when we were still playing together and looking at the day after i told you my feelings.

Eventhough some of my friends said that i should forget about him and move on, but i can never forget about him nor move on cause i still like him.

But now i am regretting that i shouldn't have told him my feelings. I dont want us to be like this. I want us to hang out together and talk together like we used to.

Why are you torchering me like this?? Do you like seeing me cry this way?? Dont you understand my feelings for you??

Every night i cry before i sleep because when i try to forget about you.. I always remember you and your smile that always makes he happy to see.

I remember those times when you always come to my house to play, and then we would go to the cybercafe, then after that we would eat together at the coffee shop.

I thought you were a nice, sweet, cute and cool ''handsome'' guy. But now, i don't know what to say about you.

I guess I'm not good enough for you as a friend or anything else that you might be thinking.

Well, i think cant say anything to you now...

I have nothing else to say so bye bye ~~

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